You need to grow thicker skin, perhaps, about "administrations". They are not the owners. They are the paid custodians. You are one of the owners. It's very common to be mad at the custodians. They pretend on a daily basis to "own" what they keep clean and presentable to us.
PS For us, the owners, it has everything to do with students and students that are athletes. They are new owners. Don't be shy about coming back to the fold. I think whether you admit it or not... it's the latest softball program shakeup that has you sore. It's not about the head coach or the admin. They'll come and go. You are a life owner. You never quit... you just take a break. See you back when your wound heals.